ADORABLE BABY GIRL Miss Kay/Chardonnay!! She is a pampered LOVED girl (as she should be!) Our weather is finally nice. We go to the park early so the girls (including me) don’t get too hot. I was a little worried about Reba today. She didn’t have her usual spark 😦 we went home a little earlier than usual because I was worried about her. Lately she wakes me up panting (no one else is) which is a way they deal with pain. She’s eating good, I just fear (you know how paranoid I am) that my time with her is growing short. Thirteen years is NOT long enough.
My mom came home from the hospital but she did not return with her usual “starch” she is pretty resign to the idea that she needs to go to assisted living. I have grown so attached to her old girls that I tear up just thinking about having to put them to sleep. Sadly I think my mom is okay with it, I think she wants them waiting for her. End of life is very sad 😥